Freedom and Justice

2011-02-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

Starting tomorrow, I'm starting my work !! It's already 1 am.. i guess i should sleep now..

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

2011-02-07T00:28:00.001+08:00

Things that I want to learn:

Maybe Learn Piano!!

Guitar

Read books.. ( I wish i can read all my psychology books before i'm going to UK..and hopefully i can bring my knowledge together with me)

Communication

Body Language

and many more!!!

IT TOOK ME LONG ENOUGH!!

2011-02-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

I'm typing this in my blog, is for me to remind myself....

About my resolved...about my decision..

This year, I have decided that:

I want to be smart and good, but smart enough for myself.

I want to be learn but not to lead.

I want to be knowledgeable but in the same time I want wisdom.

I want to make decision for myself , I don't want to give up so easily

I want to be strong, and strong enough to withstand the force..

I want to relearn and I want to be better.

I'm don't want to be the best but I want to learn the best.

I live for myself, but my world not going to be alone.

This year, I don't want to be leader but I want to be learner... I know, learning is a relatively permanent process.. I know I have not fully utilize mind, besides, I will learn to think in different perspective in my life.

P/S: perhaps I should find one gf this year? If got jodoh lah!

2011-01-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

Arghhh.... what is my resolved?? why i can be shaken so easily??

I know, I'm not ready for anything... just anything.... what am i scared? I dunno.. I just know, I can't make full use of anything I have.

Should I stay in Malaysia and not going UK? I dunno and really dunno...

Why I want to go to UK?? For me, I want to improve and change myself, I want to be different and better person when I'm back.. but I'm not ready for everything and anything.... =(

Here it ends, here it starts again

2011-01-09T13:59:00.000+08:00

A new year again, think about it, one year has gone. yeah just like that, one year has gone. Last year, it was my last 1+ digit.. from this year onwards, I'm gonna start a new decade life! haha.. yes, its a fresh start with digit of 2+.

It's gonna be a very long journey for me. Within these 10 years, there are a lot of missions that I wanted to accomplish. No doubt that, it's gonna be very tough, even demotivated and failure, anything could be happened. I realize that, I'm always the person that stay in the middle of everything. In instance, I can do something very right and wise, communicate and kind, powerful and efficient. However, in the same time, I can do something that very wrong , not communicative, don't know much what to express and wrong expression though i don't think in that way. My route ahead is also in the middle, whether I'm success or fail, it would be just in a blink of eye.

Looks like I'm still yet to make my decision.

2010-12-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

It's already late at night and I'm still not wanting to sleep... I guess i already used to it..
somehow...I felt that the night environment which is so quiet and peaceful condition..it makes me able to calm down and think more...

and I already used to a life where I'm able to have a life or preferred to be alone sometimes..to get myself to think...

I'm still searching for self identity... to find something important and my dreams that I want to persue..

hehe.. one good thing tho.. I remembered got one time where i participated an experiment which is about visual memory.. but the truth is, this experiment was about conformity.. and among the 7 people, one people will be deceived...and such a good luck that, I was the subject for the experiment groups that need to be deceived by the rest of 6 people. and the result found that, I was not conformed at all!! hahaha

quite interesting experiment and experience..

well not going to talk anything anymore till after my finals...

I still got one more paper to go!! must score well!! at least get cgpa 3.0!! gambatte!

2010-12-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

So screwed!!!.. haiz, heard today got quiz, so I quickly study intimacy slides.... Mana tau!! it came out about attribution...Which I have studied that 3-4 weeks ago!! how can i remembered that?? damn!! i have lost alot of my marks jor!!

Well, the quiz is good in term of helping you to understand and motivates you to study, but marks not good lah!
hmm..come to think of it, got marks also quite good.. if got study well sure it will be a bonus mark, rite? it depends on the lecturer to say which chapter for us to prepare 1st? maybe??

Hahaha, I'm making attribution now..gg .. and I also dunno what am i posting now too....

Maybe this time, I seriously need to study damn hard now! My goal for this finals is to get at least CGPA 3.25!!!

GO Chrno!

Grenade! Ka-BOOM!

2010-11-29T22:03:00.003+08:00

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bruno-mars-lyrics/grenade-lyrics.html]
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

Self- disclosure

2010-11-18T02:59:00.000+08:00

As I passed by my human communication blog, I saw my last post at that blog was about self-disclosure. Surprisingly, there were 18 comments about my post. Didn't really know that I got supporters! hahaz It is great isn't it? hahaha

Anyways, the reason I post this at my blog here was to correct something about what I said in human communication blog. This statement " the more we disclose ourselves, the more friends we can make". Well such of these words are too simple to say after I had studied social psychology in my first year degree. In our daily social interactions, other than self- disclosure in interactions, stereotypes, prejudice and discrimination also occurred in our interactions.We can tell someone everything about us, but how do others feel about us? did we give a good impression or bad impression? Did what we want to tell listened by others? Which many more factors that can play important roles as well.

Therefore, we need to choose wisely on what information that we need to disclose about ourselves, is it something that worth to let others know and is it important that you want to let them know about you? XD

如果有一天

2010-11-18T02:44:00.002+08:00

如果有一天
梁静茹

词:易齐曲:郭文贤

现在也只能欣赏
唯一的合照一张
淡忘了的是那个街角
想念的是当时的微笑

生活中交错失望
越想念就越孤单
若再被寂寞迎头赶上
多感伤原来只是正常

你是不是也在品尝
一个人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察觉到
多出时间看天色的变换
如果有一天我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点
也许我们都忽略
互相伤害之外的感觉
如果哪一天我们都发现
好聚好散不过是种遮掩
如果我们没发现
就给彼此多一点时间

The scariest thing on earth

2010-09-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

DID you guys know what is the scariest thing on earth?

NOT ANIMAL OR BEAST..

NoT PIrahna,

not shark......

THE SCARIEST THING ON EARTH is HUMAN'S HEART!

we wont know how the person felt or thinked... even sometime we ourself can't even understand what are we thinking..

I dunno what am I feeling right now.. but it is definitely not good... I am just keep lying to myself with a smile face.....

1 song cover down in the list!

2010-05-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

Yoyo!after so long, finally one more song down by my guitar! hahaz well, i did not really touched my guitar for a long period so still cant play well.. aiks. XD

歌曲名：纯文艺的恋爱 
歌手/乐队：阿牛

This song is actually the ost for the chu lian hong dou bing!( icekacang love, i think?)

by our malaysia chinese movie.

well, now i will try to play for other songs as well! will update soon peeps.

A last day of the week!

2010-05-29T03:16:00.000+08:00

Hey friends, the day that I will talk about here, was the last day of Uni class of this week, which was Thursday!

Last thursday morning, 8AM... as soon as my lecture came in, she straight away said no1... no 2... ... me and Ian was wondering what she was talking about? Guess what? it was the quiz!!! lol... luckily i had cut and prepared the paper for quiz..

Then, after quiz, she continued with her lecture.. and guess what? Another quiz again! lol this time i so ngam got enough paper for the quiz.. Then , she coninued her speeding lecture again.. hahaz..

For about 2 hour and 15 min of lecture and quizes, then we got 15 min of break time which was a good news....
who knows, suddenly, she said another quiz! hahaz this time i wasn't prepared for any papers for quiz.. and I quickly tore out a piece of paper and cut into the format sizes that she wanted.

Well, overall I don't think that I did good for the quizes as I missed out the first two question out of five. Although she has a good speaking english, good clearity and speak very very fast, overall other than that, I think her lecture actually quite good for our brain! hahaz I dont sleep in her class as I need to concentrate every single words she said. Besides that, She is strict, but i think somehow is for our own good =)

Well after I finished my mass communication class,I fetched gar jun to 1u and then drove to jun xing house. Then, Me and jun xing went to Taylors Lake side campus to support Adrian's Engineering fair. HAHAHA.. Who knows when we reached there, the engineering fair has already ended. =( Then, me and Jun xing hang around while waiting for Adrian to receive award! This time we saw grace and shi yen...

Well, at least Adrian won 1 award out of 7 awards.. good good and congratz bro.. hahaz... well that's all for the story on Thursday.

2010-05-11T10:36:00.000+08:00

Few days more, my holiday going to end soon... so fast ????

well, didn't really feel like want to blog for these few weeks... I guess I only blog when I just feel like wanted to.. Blog, as for my purpose is to write out what I feel and thoughts.

The past few days, I had insonmia which make me sleep around 4 am. No matter how hard I try, I still couldnt make myself deep fall into sleep. Even I can make myself sleep but I would still woke up around 6 am... haih.. couldn't get a good rest at all.

The same question around my head.... that's all... Screwed my life and my studies...

2010-04-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hahaz.. will update soon about sports carnival...

Going to have finals soon..This time really nid to study hard.. Hope that i can get a good CGPA that can get me a scholarships... Yeah, no matter what i need to push myself harder! hahaz

Lastly, my blog list are lost for no reason.. arghhh now i need to relink back everything.. sienz

For anyone that visit my blog, pls kind leave ur name and link in my chatbox so that i can relink u all again.. hehe thanks

爱是什么？

2010-04-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

问世间情是何物？

我真想用酒来醉自己。

这一失，不但失去了，

趁经不顾安危付出的一切，

同时也失去了自己。

这一首歌

我爱着谁

爱到我有点醉

告诉我你是谁

能够把我让我变不对

你不会累

但我却爱你爱得好累

从没有为了谁

不顾安危付出一切

站在这平衡点

我还是觉得有点危险

或许是看不见

只能够靠感觉

请问谁又能了解呢？

Blog List

2010-04-04T20:06:00.001+08:00

Oh no!!!!!! All my blog list are gone!!! damn

well done and i nid to redo the whole thing again.. Haiz.

The April Fool day.

2010-04-03T20:22:00.001+08:00

This year 1st of April, is the

THE BEST APRIL FOOL DAY I had never have.

1st of all, need to say sorry to few of my friends here which are Yi wen, Tze Weng and Paul.

These 3 people are the one that i tricked them together with Wai Hoong in college.. so hilarious.. wakaka XD

Yi Wen was the easiest to tricked though. That time, she was at Lab 5 using computer.

That day, me and wai hoong were together and he decided to trick Yi Wen. So I borrowed Wai Hoong's phone to prank call Yi Wen. I changed my voice tone and then I told her that this phone's owner had lost his phone, pls come to lab 8 to retrieve his phone. So Yi Wen quickly went out from the lab 5 and she saw me. phew Luckily, she did not suspect me and I just said Hi to her then she quickly went to lab 8.. wakaka Plan successed! Then me and Wai Hoong quickly went to Lab 5 and sat the place she sat and called her again. This time I told her, sorry I said wrong place already . It is lab 5. Then finally Yi Wen went to lab 5 and she found out that she was tricked. hehehehe.

Well, the most kesian was Paul. I had april fool him about 3 times that day. one of it was that prank call.

however, he is really my good friend as he purposely went all the way from wisma to main block to help me retrived my *phones. Thanks bro!

Well, living like this was fun, and thanks all my friends!! expecially all my brothers! thanks for all ur support. I really appreciate it!

I know what i lose..

2010-03-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

I know what i lose... :

I lose my speaking ability.
I lose my confidence on social and speaking.
I lose my goal..
I lose motivation...
I lose my curiousity/ hunger of knowlege.
and
I lose myself in mentally wise.

Seriously, I dunno since when I started to lose myself....my energy drained and burned out.

Today, one of my friend told me, how are you gonna present, if you dont speak and talk about the story. As usual of me, I dont afraid and nothing to afraid of speaking. but now I'm afraid.. why? I don't know... All i know is i need a good break... free from all assignments and criticism... I NEED A CLEAR MIND... seriously , in mentally wise, I'm now really weak.... tireddd.. and tireddd.. I'm unprepared.. unprepared for all the challege that upfront me. I only need free time, freedom and clear from all the problems. I need those time to restructure everything. I learned helpnessless..I learn that I wan to unlearn everything.... and relearn everything... Afterall i'm just a human being =p

2010-02-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

FULL of things for me to do, to think, to learn...... the pressure was high, hate the moment of exam... I was burn out.

these few days, I barely can stand with my own feet.

Hehee... I will learn back guitar by myself and will write song soon... perhaps, at least i got something to focus on. It might take a while or some time to complete....

TIRED- ing life.

2010-02-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

Well lately, stress and pressure are building up. Just like usual, everyday come back from Uni, then dont have the spirit to do any work else. Haiz....

Try to work hard as the mid term exam is around the corner. Must work super duper hard!! Aiming to get 1st class honor. Can I?

YES ! Of coz I can! But how? I'm confusing on what am I doing now. I confused as in I dunno how or what ways I can do to make sure I can get a good grades. I'm confused on how to study suit me the best?

As I'm more towards hyper active kid. One solution is to study at mid night. But, in order to do so, I have to sleep at 8pm and wake up at 10 pm, where most of the people are going to sleep while I'm waking up. What a cool man it is? hahahaz

alright that's all for now. gtg and byez

DAYS AND WEEKS

2010-01-31T15:19:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls, ladies and gentleman... My blog wasnt active in these few weeks, perhaps few months? wahahaz

Well, I don't really have the mood the blog, and not my habit to blog as well. I would like to look others' blogs instead. =) After a long thinking, I think next time I will use this blog as my literature review exercise, and maybe will post up some funny jokes , and pictures as well.

papillae is a term that i learnt from bio psychology class. Well it is a part of the taste bud. It cotain the taste receptors. What is the funny part here?

The word Papillae is from greek which means ' nipples'. Our lecturer said once, we actually can taste hot when we eat chillis. So what we mean here is, when you eat chilli, you will burn your tongue, when you burn your tongue then you burn yout 'nipples'!!! Wahahahahahz

Lastly, I had renewed my IC and the photo is so yong sui. LOUSY CAMERA FOR THE GOV! useless lah..... so outdated!!!

New level/ New degree of education

2010-01-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

It has already been two weeks since I had started my Uni, AND yet I had not post anything about it..phew... thanks to my lazyness of blogging and lazy to type it..

Well for not still not yet suit myself in the new environment yet, but as a degree student, I'm felt great and be more challenging! hahaz

Well for ur information, I'm studying psy degree at HELP UNI COL. so my dear friends, feel free to give me a call if u wan to visit me or we can go out for a drink , perhaps? hahaz

well If I got time , I would like to talk what is happening to me @ here! hahaz alrights that's all will do for now. Bye friends.

OPENING COL

2010-01-05T22:25:00.001+08:00

2MOLO!!!! IS MY ORIENTATION DAY FOR MY DEGREE COURSE IN PSYCHOLOGY!!1 YAY!!!

Wish me all the best...bless me have the energy to finish everything and to go through all the difficulties this year!! hehe ..bye peeps and thank you!

' Year 2009 had came to an ending, year 2010 has come to an opening '

2010-01-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

Well, sorry for the delay due to my lazyness of blogging. Well I'm not that kind of person who will be usually blog here as well. I would rather speak than type because when i am blogging, my hand will pain as my hand wrist is weak. haih.

Alright, skip the introduction part, Let start with the main point today!

Year 2009, resolution/ decision/ lesson that I learned:

1) Never put something in very high expectation, it is easy to get hurt as it does not reach that expectation. Well, it is quite true for me, and I trying to put certain thing, not to expect too much though.

2) Be calm and observent. Well sometimes I too rushing things to get done.

3) Trust and honesty.

4) Malaysia, everywhere also got bribery!! haiz.. so next time when nid to get things solve, no choice must use bribe. haiz...

5) Need to be more focus in whatever I am doing.

Year 2010 vision:

1) Be more mature, serious, and calm.

2) Be more productive, efficent and effective listening.

3) Be more empathic listener and understand people.

4) Be observent and think in many perspectives.

5) Need to study hard and try not to delay assignments.

Hehe this picture took after I had renew my IC aiks..XD

2010-01-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hahas... I now realized that since I change my phone number 6 months ago due to i lost my phone and i nid a number emergency., Alot people did try to contact me, but din have my number.. sorry friends.

Well, to post now that my current number is 016-3155732..Please sms me ur name initially, i might lost ur number as well, just incase.. hehe thanks peeps and bye

A STORY psychological theory

2009-12-16T20:57:00.001+08:00

Well , this is the original story from the writer, Tan Hong Chun.

This is my psychology theory actually which i discovered today. In this world, everyone are 2 type of role of human. One is story teller, another one is story listener. Everyone actually take turns to play the role, and no one can only play one role for the rest of the life.

Story teller is where the people who tell their story, their life story, experience, sad case, moody case, happy moment, or anything which the person would like to tell or complaint to another person. story teller also can be known as complaint.

Story listener is where the people who listen to others complaint, or anything from the story teller. Story listener also can be known as receiver.

Well , what am i trying to say here is in this world, we can't be alone, everyday in our life surrounded by social norms and competitive requirement. We can be alone, if only there are no social norms, competitive requirement and etc. Everyday in our life, we will faced problems and challenges which things need to be done and competitive with others . Therefore, this make us to feel different stress and pressure in our life. We need to fullfil our social needs in order to gain confident and mental power. Therefore, in order to fulfill our social needs , we will interact with other people.

Well this theory actually derived from the theory of talking and listening. This theory actually is a very simple theory. Story teller tell their complaint to story listener. Here is the example of how the theory worked. Imagine our life that full of stress and pressure. In order to release stress and pressure, we actually do talk to our friends, family or who ever that u feel secured. Once we (story teller) complaint our pressure or stress to the right story listener ( effective listening comes in) , we will feel much better and relieve and this will increase our self-confident. What if the story teller cant find a story listener to listen their story? Then, as the story teller compile his/her stress and pressure, hard feeling inside her/his heart. End up, this will cause the story teller to become few symtomps such as depression, mental illness and DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) which also known as Multiple Personality Disorder.

How about Story listener? As I said earlier, no one can only play one role in a life. If the story listener keep listen to other story only, and did not tell anyone his/her stress and pressure, His/her stress and pressure will also compile and endup with few symptoms that stated above.

From
Tan Hong Chun, Chrno

This is just my theory, let me know if you think that it is not true. One way to cure back the story teller is to find a story listener. Once the story teller ended his/her story, then they will be fine.
Basically, in our life, we are story teller and story listener in our life.

Holiday

2009-12-16T12:29:00.000+08:00

YAY I'M HOLIDAY NOW! FINALLY...

Somehow, my holiday is juz for me to be rusty... My course of psychology degree will be starting next year january 6th. WOW...it was so fast that now i'm in degree.. a degree student who grown up from secondary to degree student.

How could i wish everything can start over again from my childhood life... well time will never turn back ..

GOD, teach me the path and guide me can?

3 DOWN 1 UP

2009-12-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

3 DOWN 1 UP...yeah finally finish 3 papers for final exam already! still got one more to go on friday , which is business!! yay! must aim high score for this subject, cause this is my only hope!

is that things that complicated? What am I? keep asking myself again.. Perhaps i shouldn't ask my self, I should ask someone that not in this world! wahahahaz

HELP THE NEEDY

2009-12-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

Lately I had helped quite some needys. Of coz! the feeling of helping people is good and pure.

Well, just post a subjective question here..

Is it good to help people without telling them that you lending a hand to them?

A Christmas CAROL

2009-11-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

I watched A christmas Carol with piggy 2 yesterday at pavillion! Actually our original plan was to watch 2012! but stupid lah, why so many people in the morning would like to watch movie which i tought will not that much people watch movie in the early morning. haiz fine! cant watch , i guess i have to wait and download to watch!

Then me and piggy 2 decided to watch a christmas carol! hmm quite nice lah the show.

Well this is a nice movie...so maybe u all can try to watch this?
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Anywayz, My finals is in the week!! I must at least get 1 HD and 1D !!!
hehe wish me lucks guys and girls! =p

Perception

2009-11-28T23:23:00.003+08:00

After i study human communication this semester,I realized something about perception.

I relized that perception is important to everyone. Is to the degree of acceptance of people towards you. Of coz perception changes from time to time. That's what I learnt about perception.

But I realized that other than this, one thing about our funny life. Actually, we are so easily to judge people based on our view. I also realize that we can easily misunderstood a persons's meaning.

Let's say there is a case of stealing things, if a security suspect a person, the person is innocent but he is nervous and scared because the security is suspecting and looking at him. Of coz, the true meaning is that he is scare because of the security, not the stealing case. The security might just catch that person as based on the non verbal cues that the person showed.

So it is so easily for us to percep one's action wrongly sometimes based on our own judgement. Someone might mean about A, but other people might mean about B. So try not to make judgement based on ur own view. Try to ask that person if that person is thinking this or not, it is important to clarify what a person ia thinking about as it can helps both ways to understand each other better.

2009-11-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!! I have been trying so hard already!!!

Hey guys, just to let u all know that my side bar somehow fall to the bottom of the page.. If you wan to leave comment at the chat box, is on the bottom page..so scroll down the page and leave comment if you wan to. thanks !

HMC Annual Ball v2

2009-11-22T22:03:00.007+08:00

Yo wassup guys...hahaha maybe no sup here adi...Anywayz I'm gonna update about prom night that I attended last Friday which is (20/11/09).

Passed few days before the prom night and on that day, I kept search the route to Sheraton Hotel, KL. I searched the route from google map and i tried to memorise the route to Sheraton Hotel. As you all can see, that place is at KL, so I'm just PJ guy wondering the KL route. lol.. Fortunately, my college is a part of KL, so somehow i started to get used to the route to KL.

That day, after I fetched piggy 2 back to home at KL, i went back and prepare everything. I was in the rush as I reached home around 12.45 and I have to reach 1U before 2 to get my hair cut. Lolz
I haven’t cut my hair for about 3 months already i guess. The last time, I got my hair cut, the styler cut my hair until so freaking short leh..lol phew, Luckily , I managed to reach there and find parking there before 2. Somehow the parking was full on the weekday at 1u? zzzZZZ
Then I straight walked towards to Moonsoon ID. hehe.. its oni RM 33 which i consider very expensive just to cut my hair, but with the quality and a special day to cut , i guess once in a life time is okay.lolz

After I was done with my hair, I straight went back to my house which i think around 3.45. Then I prepared everything and checked through, make sure anything does not missed, then I drive to a spec shop that I always pong chan. The girl helped me to change spec's holder and make it more stable. Yeah it did felt good if the spec does not fall. Then around 4.15 like that, I start my journey to Sheraton Hotel.

When I reached ROMAN roundabout, I realized that I forgot to buy something! which is coke! yeah, I did need a coke to keep me awake in the middle of the night when I'm driving back. So I drive and turn in to ss2. I go to a restaurant and bought the coke. aiks... it was so expensive. Imagine u get a can of coke FOR RM 2.15 ??? WTHHHH memang TNB punya restaurant, hehe dun use bad word, but short form. Then I once again told myself that, its ok , once a while and today is a special day, so spend a bit like that just for today.

Then, i continue my journey to Sheraton Hotel.( FORGOT to mention about why I departed to early to Sheraton Hotel while the dinner started at 8 pm? well, FYI, I dun really knew KL'S route and secondly, I scared that KL will jam. So it’s a wise decision to go that early).

Well, as I continue driving to KL, I kept rehearse the route that showed at google map. Well, I did manage to reach until Jalan Parlimen, then i taught that I need to turn right which exactly what i turn and I only realize that I have to turn left instead of turn right, so no choice I drove one big round to turn back to jalan Parlimen again then turn left. As I turn to that way, I felt to weird and kept asking myself , am I on the right track? lolz

Well, I saw a sign board showed that there is a roundabout to turn to Jalan Kuching! yay! I'm on the right track. I kept focus on the sign board and the road, then this is the funniest part.
When I'm reached the roundabout, I have to turn left on the second turn, but ended up I missed it.. OMG!!! nvm I went straight and I reached KL CITY CENTRE. Then no choice, I have to place a bet! hahaz I follow the direction of turning of Jalan Kuching. As in, when need to turn left then i turn left, then as I driving around the city centre, I saw a big Hotel across my east side...yay! I found sheraton Hotel!! hahaz, I need to turn a U- turn... phew It was dangerous there. Alot of cars driving in the city centre, no suit me and my car (manual). hahahaz. So I reached Sheraton Hotel and parked my car at 4.50pm! yay ! 30 min of the journey? hehe FOR A PJ BOY, consider not bad adi lah! hahaz

Then I waited for piggy 2 to reach to go in together to the ball. Wow many people really dress up nicely leh..hehe good one! hehe from here onwards, I will leave everything to pictures!

Me and piggy 2 <3>

Me and Nigel!

Me, Mr Joel and Piggy 2

P1& p2

Daniel, Mr Murali and ME

Me and Louise

Jeslyn, me and piggy 2!!

Me and the girls! muhahahaz

I guess that's took me a long time to upload everything. Anywayz U all can get to see the pictures in facebook.. the performence was nice and ok...but too rock i guess..hahaz hmm here the part I dun like was the service of Sheraton Hotel. The waiter's service was bad..real bad.. 1st, they don't ask whether they can take away the food, they just took away the food while i'm enjoying. sad case =( . 2nd, they dont really serve u well in drinks... well overall ok lah, and I fetch piggy 2 home and I reached home around 1.30 am I guess. yeap that's all about my 1st Prom night!! with piggy 2! <3>

Annual Ball night 1

2009-11-13T17:54:00.002+08:00

hmm... yay! I had a chance to use HP touch at Sheraton hotel~ haha will update soon...
Folk, stay tune and wait for me to update yea~

2009-11-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

Today I went to kpd for a refering in cpcs. After that, I strain my leg , i think to walk back to main block asap. hahaz not bad rite? Once I reached there, walao weh, nid to rush for assignments for human com.. Luckily, managed to finish in time.. Phew~~ hahaz and today I be a pig. Once I reached home, I had my dinner and I'm fall!!!

YAH!!! I FALL ASLEEP INSTANTLY!!!! I WAS TRYING MY BEST TO PUSH MYSELF UP, BUT COULDNT DO THAT SO , DUE TO MY LEG AND BODY WAS STRAIN. SO YEAH, THAT'S THE UPDATES FOR TODAY BYE DUDE.=P

* sorry oh, for making piggy 2 to wait for me the whole night. love you always and always! <3

2009-11-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

LAST friday!!, at last finish my stats assignment! phew, these few days din get a good slp at all. Me and piggy 2 at last got a free time, so we decided to go to pavillion for a movie!! hehe this movie quite nice , me and piggy 2 really like it which is....

Try to pikat her? lolz

Had a tiring nite that day....some bad and good things happen. well now need to rush for business assignment!!hahaz

4 more weeks left. I miss piggy 2 very very much!!!!! I love u =p

The 101th post

2009-10-29T08:26:00.002+08:00

Maybe I was expecting too much..hahahahazzzz its ok..i will need some time, to think what to do next. Maybe the priority has changed.

that's what i' m giving others to think about me. =p

this is my 101 th post

The Days left

2009-10-26T23:36:00.004+08:00

Hey guys and girls,

from now on, if i think of my quote i will post it up here! lolz

"We guide people to learn, not teach people to learn"

-Hong Chun, Chrno.

well there is a meaning behind it. Try to think deep in it hehe

Next, today I had realize that we dont have much time left, about 5 weeks left. Time passed so fast that I dont want to let it go. By the end of this point. We are going on with our different ways. From that point onwards, we will further studies in different course, different place, and different people that we will interact. From that point onwards, it will takes a real long period before we can be together. There are a lots of obstacles in front of us, waiting for us to solve together. I will not let go as i will hold ur hand tightly. I will appreciate the days left with you. To give u as much good memory as i can, for you to think of both of us in future.

Secondary school life part 3

2009-10-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

Here are the random pictures that I had ..lolz

I was playing guitar!=)

sei kwan han curi curi take photo=)

no choice...have to take photo for my moral project

he took my photo as memory =p

my best friend in national camp
sarjan wan lolz

hmm her name is yan shan ..eating siew kai ying

after sports want to do some facial treatment

hehe our gang outing..
always the week after the exam or every 6 months.lolz

secondary life part 2

2009-10-19T16:54:00.006+08:00

Part 2 Librarian trip 2007( i guess) lolz

Just arrived! yay!

Our cikgu pn Hanim was taking photo of her sister which was 11 years old! lolz

Line up please! lolz

Waiting for them to settle things downLet's go! start our adventure!

did u see the tree? they actually form a pattern! nice rite?

makan finish adi or tired? lolz

Preparation to DARK CAVE! YAY!

ENTRANCE OF THE DARK CAVE!=P

Chung , are u ready?
too bad we cant bring our camera into the cave =(

After dark cave we have a nice shawer, plus that time was raining =p

Secondary school life part 1

2009-10-19T16:35:00.004+08:00

Haha, well just to update a few pictures of my secondary school life that I found. I found that I did not really took much of my photo. Once I left , I oni know how valuable is the photo, BUT certain event and certain things did not make me want to remember about. Anyways, my life sure got positive sides too.. lets the picture shows my bright side of my school life!

KEM MUAFAKAT 2005

Malam kebudayaan

Whole units photo

I was cooking and start fire..

KRS with all guys

lolz..well quite like that time..when i was still very thin T-T

Weekends

2009-10-18T19:53:00.004+08:00

I HATE AND DISLIKE WEEKENDS

YET I DO WISH TO HAVE A NICE WEEKEND ..............

wow..black coat
just like the one in fighting scene =p

SUSHI DAY

2009-10-17T23:51:00.004+08:00

SUSHIIIIIIII~ YEAPS

Last thursday we went to sushi king for sushi as our dinner! yeap.. that was the last day sushi king had a promotion on RM 2 sushi for any colour of the plate, but provided what sushi is on the tray not for order.

Sushi king~~

A lot people inside ha? lolz

Long list of people waiting for their turn to eat sushi!!

Lastly, camwhore~
influence by someone d..lolz

Updates

2009-10-12T21:29:00.003+08:00

well today just like a normal day... nothing much happen and less happen. Anywayz just want to update something here.

HAPPY 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO MY PIGGY 2 !<3

I LOVE U PIGGY 2 <3

well nothing much happen today.. tired of works and exams.

here are the updates of the past 2 years earthquake in sumatra. Amazingly there is a one big hole.

DOG'S DREAMING

2009-10-11T19:19:00.003+08:00

Hey guysand girls, let me shows you a funny video! This video actually shared by my friend , tze weng. lolz can try to have a look.

The dog is dreaming just like us!!! LOLZ have fun!

Indonesia's earth quake

2009-10-10T22:43:00.003+08:00

Today I went to HELP UNI to finish up my human com assignment. Walao wei... damn tired. then, i called MAX and Aaron to go to Mid Valley to shop for prom attire... too bad, dissapointed and din get to buy anything from there.

well let's get into main point for today! Today I saw on the news talked about the earth quake in Indonesia few days ago. Wow, It was very terrible and the scale of the earth quake is about 7.7 !!

That day, my mum and piggy 2 felt the shake in the building ( from Malaysia).Many people had died from this incident. I saw from the news, many people had lost their family members. Some of the family members even loyal to wait for his/her son's dead body to taken out from the clash building. The most sad case is where i saw a young child's dead body was taken out. so sad !

Human life is fragile, one incident , we can lose the person we love from this world. Moral of the story is, we must appreciate the person we love from time to time. We should be glad that our country is safe from natural disasters. Hope our country can improve and appreciate what we have now. So stop fighting and stop all the nonsense and useless stuff!! dun be selfish! think how we get merdeka!

The CHILD IS CRYING FOR THE LOST

EARTHQUAKE INCIDENT

LITTLE CHILD WHO LOST HER HOME

Seller Day

2009-10-08T23:10:00.004+08:00

Today was my Human Communication's persuasive speaking presentation.

so I guess I had finish my presentation, then i shall post my poster here!! hehe hmm I design this poster for 2 days and i just use power point to design and photoshop to type the words and enlarge the picture oni( sad to say that i dunno how to use photoshop) lolz... and sad to say that the poster has it's own function for 5 minutes only...sad rite? hahaz

TA DAAAAA!

NEW type of Disc that is better than Blue ray and it is cheap!!! hahaz

2009-10-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHH.......

MY BACKACHE HAS BACK!!!

NICE TO MEET HIM AGAIN!

Guess I'm old adi....

Pantun!

2009-10-04T23:26:00.005+08:00

Here is a sajak that i created, just for my piggy 2:

HOPE YOU WILL LIKE IT.

Lu mau bintang saya boleh bagi,
tapi bukan sekarang masanya,
biar saya belatih kung-fu dulu,
Baru boleh petik bintang bagi mu!

Bulan tahun ini mendung dan gelap,
sayangnya tak boleh nampak bersama-sama mu,
hati saya sudah terikat hanya untuk mu,
kalau boleh tahun depan pergi bersama mu,
tengok bulan purnama hanya bersama mu!

Confusion of words

2009-10-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

Lolz.. this is the joke that my friend sent to me. Let's share with everyone.

Two old friends - a Chinaman and a Malay were having a conversation recently ....

Apek:Lu potong zaka ada bagut ka?

Ali: Manyak bagus. Bila lu potong haa, lu punya barang manyak bersih loo...

Apek: err ... saya kawan ala cakap, potong zaka aaahh.... manyak ploblem..

Ali: Apa problem?

Apek: Manyak buang lui, lagi aah... dia punya performance tadak bagut... manyak cinang semputloh ...

Ali: Cehh... apek, lu apa cerita... saya suda lama potong. tada apa problem... bini saya manyak puas woo...

Apek: Lu mini puas sama itu potong zaka ka?

Ali: Ya laa. Bila lu potong aahh... lagi sedap main woo.. lu lagi lambat pancut..

Apek: err... lu punya 1.3 atau 1.5??

Ali: woi apek cakap baik2 sikit ha ... saya punya 6 inci laa..

Apek: Tiu nia ma... lu jangan main2 haa... mana ada potong zaka 6 inci..

Ali: Cilaka apek ni....nah tengok (opens his trousers).

Apek: Chee sin punya olang......gua tanya baik2 ... lu tunjuk lupunya lanchiau..

Ali: Abis... lu tada percaya..saya tunjuk la..

Apek: Saya tadak tanya sama lu punya lanchiau... Saya tanya lu pasal itu nasional car... potong zaka.. bolo punya olang..

Ali: Aiya... apek... lain kali lu sebut betul2 la....kasi susa saja.. Bukan potong zaka la..... Proton Saga........lah

*So what can we derived from this story? Just a simple Proton Saga can be misunderstood as potong zakar. As a conclusion, beware of the words that you use, if not it will create misunderstanding just like POTONG ZAKA! =)

*PS/ pls help me to click on the ads by nuffnag thanks =)
by Hong Chun, Chrno

2009-09-23T22:29:00.001+08:00

hehe nothing much to update today.

JUST THAT I'M VERY TIRED!!XD

will update asap =)

2009-09-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

ok..lets get something to talk about...hmm yeap yesterday, Last Friday, having business class at 9.30 to 11am. Then I went to Admin office there to settle my group for stats..then they insert me to group F..wth.........yeap..i dun really like group F.. coz have to wait and stay for very late class. So not having a good mood. trying to talk with them..but fail............................

Then after that wait for piggy 2 to finish her class at 12 pm. and went for lunch with her at mama's kitchen. well the good thing was , when we came out the bus just arrived!! hehe =)
Then i accompany her to her house and took LRT and bus back to HELP. Well the another good thing was when i reached Bangsar station, the bus was just ready to move!!

Managed to reach HELP early and walked around... waiting for the meeting but ended up failed...haiz...later on had human com class at 3 pm.. haih the day had replacement class..if not i can ciao early lu...nvm but the class was to watch movie!! yeap movie..hehe

We watch RAT RUN!!!!

yes...let see what is the movie about.. Hmm couldnt find the picture in google..
so let me find it then i will further explain 2molo weeee~

09/09/09

2009-09-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

yes..today is a nice day..hehe well there is only 15 min left to reach 10/09 .

Well today nothing much to blog actually. Normal day with normal life and normal class.

Weee~ 2molo plan to go Pavillion WITH PIGGY 2. yesh...hehe hope she happy lah.

hmm

yeah..this weekend kind will very busy with work again.. hahaz try not to play too much since new sem adi. I need to work hard for it.....go go jia you!!

haha yeah see u guys soon .

Friday another sweet memories<3

2009-09-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

Here comes the updates for the last friday!!! lolz

hmm let's talk about the original plan! lolz... well the original plan was , I finish my class at 11 then i will wait for piggy 2 until 4. hehe. Here comes the day.

hmm..started with I teman her to EM class. well tell you guys something funny which was, I tot i got class at 8 to 9.30 as well. so as i saw a lot of people went in for business class at LH 8, I felt weird and something was wrong here. lolz After i had a checked, It was definitely not this class. I was so nervous back then becoz I scared i remembered the wrong class leh!!lolz. then i get gaik li's phone number from piggy 2 and try to call her. LOLZ she just woke up and i ask her, where is our business class? then she replied LH8. then i ask her is our class start at 9.30 then she say yes..then i replied oh thank you.

LOLZ I remembered the wrong time for business class. hahahz then i waiting for piggy 2 to come out from her class. After that I went to my business class at 9.30 am and finish my class at 11. so now is my turn again to wait piggy 2 to finish her class at 12. Fortunately her class ended earlier about 11.30 like that. Then she told me that she dont have lab /tutorial class at 2 to 4 ..yay. then we had lunch together and after that we planned again ..where are we going ~~lolz.. At last!! we decided to go to KLCC for a walk.. yay!

well in KLCC, at first we wanted to go for a movie. but ended up that schedule is not on good timing so we turned out plan to shopping mode! lolz.. so the first shop we headed was NOSE. well accompany her to look for shoes. Piggy 2 was being attracted by a new arrival shoe ( the silver flat pam ??) lolz. but too bad there was no stock for her size and becoz of this made her so dissapointed the whole afternoon. Later on , we just walked around in KLCC then meet up with her 2 brothers and enjoyed bitter cuppocino. well first time i knew that cuppocino was bitter. hahaz well we had a great talk there. lolz after that , they received a call that their relative had reached their house. Piggy 2 was looking for toilet that time, so i suggested that i will send piggy 2 home. Well after i send piggy 2 home, hehe here comes with my secret plan!! I set my objective and mission

OBJECTIVE : get the silve shoe for piggy 2

Mission : Must get the shoe before 5.30 pm.

well , don't want to talk about the process because it is secret hahaz if u want to know u can ask me ...depend i wan to answer or not lah..lolz.

hmm well i accomplish my objective but i failed my mission. I reached her house at 5.35pm.. aiks i was slow .. too long din exercise adi..muhahahahz.. well manage to get that pair of shoe for her. Glad that she like it very much. <3 lolz

well night time was just waiting for her to finish the show and i went to bed.nitez off =)

2 DAYS -SWEET MEMORIES

2009-09-08T22:26:00.006+08:00

hmm.. to be continue my last thursday and friday...

hehe Last Thursday, I went to HELP as usual at 7 something. Meet up with my piggy 2 <3 then accompany her to her engineering math class. Well sad to say that her 1st EM class was cancelled but in the same time she was happy lah..lolz later on she had Stats class at 9.30 and finished her class at 11 am. well she waited for me to finish my class at 12.30 then we went for lunch in mama's kitchen. ^^

So what's next? hahaz XD

Then as we keep talking to each other and keep discuss where to go hang kai later on, suddenly she remembered that she has rm 3 coupon from little taiwan. So v decided to go to Avenue K to get ......to get...... BUBBLE TEA!!!! lolz. yeap.. FYI Avenue K is located beside KLCC . It is quite empty there. I think that building purpose is to have a shopping centre, but it seems that they have failed to create one. Not many shops there and Not many people as well (Approximately less than 50 people) . I wonder why they still open the shops there, it just a wasteof their time. hahaha...XD

After we got bubble tea, we decided to walk from Avenue K to her house. On the way , we keep talking and talking.hehehe well that's us..lolz. and I found the bubble tea's bubble quite hard to chew guess they should ask Ching Yi how to cook it?lolz..Then we reached her condo, and we spend our time in her house. Oh yea, her brothers were also at home too. They played dota XD (yeah, perhaps i should find sometime to try play dota too =) ) She also showed me the hong kong shows named: Tepanyaki! Quite funny leh that one..hehe is an old hong kong movie. This movie talked about a guy who try to learn the skills of cutting. He has a very fat wife and a firce wife's dad. This guy always use his skill to make tepanyaki infront of the girls to kao them..lozl.sadly to say that he always scolded by his wife's father. Most interesting part was his father in law cut off his eye brown.hahaz then he keep trying to learn this skill ( the skills that cut off eye brown ^^) . He also quite cool tough. Using a frying pan to play tennis insteed of tennis racket..lolz cool rite? XD

hmm.. After 3 hours ++ of spending time in her house, finally i set off back to home. well that day was a nice day, hope that we still got chance to spend the day like that. I really appreciate everyday and every moment with her. I really wan to be with her in the very last long period. I really scare to lose her. ..that's all for now =)

2009-09-05T17:24:00.004+08:00

The story of the day, Saturday

Today I had made an appoinment with dentist due to uncomfortable when i eating. Well the appointment was 11 am. I got myself ready and my dad fetch me there. Well i tot there is any tooth decay.hahaz big things always give u a big shot.

The dentist found out that my last tooth, wisdom tooth i think( dunno how to spell it ) is not growing straight up but bent forward. So what is the solution?
Hmmmmmmmm............. the solution was operation. lol i was so scare . Not to scare of the operation( FYI is just a minor operation) but to scare to lose teeth since teeth cant grow back anywayz.. hahaz the dentist told me that this tooth has no function so don't worry. hehe okok now abit relieve but need sometime for me to think about it 1st.

well how does the operation work? very easy, they just have to cut the teeth, cut the gum then cut the bone of the teeth then gum it back. hahahaz.. well what is the consequences if i'm not doing the operation? Long term will cause the backteria infection and will cause tooth decay in the tooth that next to the wisdom tooth. well compare to lose the wisdom tooth, i even need to pay a high price to lose the infected bacteria tooth decay in the tooth that next to it. so i guess no choice but to take that option of operation.

After that my dad and I went to the proton dealer that next to that clinic.We went there to see some cars and my dad might think about it. well we had seen exora and persona. persona is good and quite comfortable. hehe alright i shall stop here for today. will update the previous post very soon.

Yeapz... my 3rd molar got problem...haiz...so hope that everything willbe fine

2009-09-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

yoyo guys.. hehe lets forget about the updates in Melacca temporary. I will update the pictures asap. Well as for today, I would like to talk about My college life.

hmm.. Let see, My college reopen on wednesday 2/9/09. Well new life and new energy to go to college as always.. Glad that my body is recover during the holiday. Not to say fully but at least got reached 80%.

Hehe.. I told myself its time for me to be serious this sem. I must get 3 HDs!!!! yeah.. that's my aim although it is hard to achieve. hahaz Well let's talk about what had happened on Wednesday. I went there early as always , try to register my moral studies subject. After that me and Shen Yuen waited in the LS 7 ,hoping the time passed as fast as possible to reach 10 o'clock. Why? yeap good question here. It was becoz the HMC department opening the grouping website at 10 am. siao! after that i helped piggy 2 and myself to register the moral subject. Well piggy 2 wanted to surprise me but it seems to be failed. Anywayz good try piggy 2, Maybe you can try next time de. lolz Funniest things happen, After I registered moral subject, My friend only told me that my moral class started half an hour ago. Huh?? wth?SO I lazy to go lah...lolz

After that I waited for piggy 2 to finish her class. Sad to say that i DONT EVEN HAVE A SAME CLASS WITH PIGGY 2 WEI!!!! Real sad.. After that, we had lunch with poh lyn they all in KFC and i sent piggy 2 to her dad's car. hehe.. Then I entered my first class of the day which was Human Com.. hahaz came to realize it, there were only 3 guys! including my lecturer... haih..sad to say our class got 27+ girl and 3 guys??? lolz.. and the class was quite funny. After the introduction part, My lecturer kena back my the girls .. lol they were asking How old are u? have u married? do u have a child? and bla bla bla so on lolz. Thanks to big ben for joining the first class.. lolz at least i wont felt awkward. hehe

well the class was so cold. After human com class ended i straight went for business class. Once again , the room was cold and freezing.. hehe well business subject was quite challenging, but i saw that, this subject is worth for me to take it as i required this knowlege in my career in future.
Finally, my class ended at 5 pm yes! thank you. hehe and i went home . thanks for fetching me jun xing. lolz i owe u one.. well that's all for wed , i will post another post about thursday and friday during the weekend. SO STAY TUNED AND WILL TO BE CONTINUE......

2009-08-30T11:33:00.003+08:00

BACK TO HOME TOWN =)

22/08/09

Well that day morning i went to kwan han house to get movies...walao His hard disk like a movie library. hehe I got few movies that interested me long time ago and I could get it everything from kwan han. thanks kwan han.lolz. Brum Brum... weee its was 4 pm liao. That was the time where I'm going to drive! yeah.. for your information, I'm driving back to melacca. First time driving, long journey hah?

hahaz well, I kinda know how to drive back to melacca.After all I have been there since I was born..hmm.. starting it was fun but when come to highway which I only can drive not more than 100km/hr, thing changed into so boring. Maybe some of you guys might say, 100 km/hr is consider fast adi leh? well i could say yeap 100km/hr but that's consider very fast on the road not highway. On highway, I saw most of the cars passed by me in either right lane or left lane and i was slowly driving at middle lane.Everything seems to be so slow..It was like 90km/hr is = 50 km/hr..lolz and my dad kept reminded me try not to overspeed, try to avoid speedtrack.. hehe if not my 'P' will gone and I could not drive anymore T.T (ok back to the topic) I was so boring driving at about 100km/hr until i reached the toll then i saw the speed sign board stated 110km/hr. Yay!!! at last I can drive abit faster after waited so long d..lolz

hmmm... A good thing always come with a bad thing. Too bad the joy was just for a moment. As I passed by nilai not long ago, from the big screen I saw alot of black dot tainted the road. OMG, I knew this sign. This sign showed that there were heavy traffic jam in front of me. haih... 1st time drivin on highway became like this already. In the traffic jam, I only able to drive about 0 km/hr to 40 km/hr continuously for 1 hour+ !!hehe Furthermore, I WAS DRIVING WITH A MANNUAL CAR!! Imagine that I had to keep changing gear, stepping clush, acclerator and break??haha the interesting part was I only wanted to go to toilet when I passed the rest station..wuuuuu someone helpppppp meeee!!..hehe well good experience, trapping wanted to go toilet + traffic jam + driving. cool ha? hahaz... well after one hour later, the traffic flows became faster. Yay once again, and this time no choice but to be fast to find a rest station!!!lolz.. Well I did manage to survive to the toilet and continue our journey. I reached Melacca about 6.30pm like that. wow... 2 and half hours. not bad mah, consider fast d..hahahaz imagine if dunhave traffic jam? i will reach in 2 hours!lolz

okok i will stop the story for today.. to be continue with some picture next time !lolz

2009-08-22T13:20:00.004+08:00

hey guys!!! Finally back to blog world..lolz.. well right now want to talk about melacca trip.. oh yea., FYI, I'm going to drive from pj back to melacca hometown to vist my grandparents.. wow.. 1st time driving in long distance leh. Well got a bit scare and no confident. Due to i always have some pressure by my mum when i was driving .. make me feel like i dunno how to drive. So according to psychology theory, this action has reinforce me dunno how to drive more. Make me feel so uncomfortable and doubt my skills on driving. sien~~

Dunno what to say lah, but they way they teach make me more doubt in driving...confusing me even more!!! Starting that time when i was learning driving, my academy instructor( not the track there instructor aka useless punya) the way he tought me had made me more confidence and i learned quite fast.. right now, everytime i drive also got a bit fear... I dont like people dun trust me, as when i was young not many people trust me. I know i can do it, but becoz no one trust then i can't make it.. make me so demotivated... phew.. sien~~

What is life? life is like a light brief candle.. shine for temporarily and will flame off..by that time , the world is dark. full of dust lolz... something like that from shakespear. hahahaz k lah that's all for now.. will upadate when i come back from melacca =)

2009-08-18T00:38:00.001+08:00

Yo~ I'm back.. Finally finish my second sem final exam...It was so tough..Time passed so fast and now I'm having Holiday!!!!lolz anywayz...I will be changing blog skin soon..still working on it. Lazy people like me is like this !lozl

ciaoz

2009-07-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

Why teacher are stress nowadays? hahaz is a nice one... share with you guys

2009-06-13T21:50:00.001+08:00

C2AGE

Phew ...at last 5 months had been over.. Feel relax and relived. Today I would like to talk about my most memorable event that i had organised before which is C2AGE ( Cosplay, Comics, Anime and Games Exhibition).

During the process I had learnt a lot of thing., so i shall try my best to list out my experice to share with everyone.

The story started from when I had joined student council this year. I made it through to the interview and I had been elected as Event sphere in the student council which known as LEADS.

Ahh... Forgot to say that It was January back then. The second week of that month. At first, I can said that I gave the impression to every one that I was blurr and cant do my job well, and keep made mistakes. In the 3rd week of January, my advisor of Event sphere gave me and christine a project. He entrusted us the project with hope, and hope that we can make this C2AGE success this year. Together me and Christine starting with the journey of C2AGE.

Well I can say that the first few months was so difficult for us. Our committee started up with only 10 people. Imagine only 10 people working on this event?lolz... Thanks to Adrian, Damian, Ben and Pin Hui, they are a good designer..hehe poor my secretary, Kit Wei, she have to type out a lot of letter and all the paper work. Well, She is good here ...most of the people also complimented her as efficient secretary..lolz.

In Feb, we were busy prepared for the proposal and preparation for flyers. Not only that, we also have to rushed to meet all deadline given by our advisor. Try to think back, I was so useless and uncapabled. I experienced low self-esteem and lack of self-confidence. Besides this, we all worked hard together to find sponsors as well. This reminded me that, I was once tried to ask for sponsors, that time I was so afraid to talk to company to ask for sponsors, because this was my first time. Back then, Adrian, Jun xing and pin hui followed me.. hahaz Guess what?? They all pushed me to ask sponsors, that time i was unprepared, so I went to GIANT to buy a can of shandy first.. Well it worked quite well for me, it helped me to clear my throat.. Right before I speak it out from my mouth, I boosted my confidence and told myself I can do it!! Well, things doesn't worked out too well, that guy nid some time to think about it. Well I managed to learn how deal with sponsors and raised my self-confidence.

In Mac, We kept our effort in trying to get as much sponsors as possible.. At first the result was not good at all. We even tried to promote our event through ACGC in tropicana city mall. We managed to sell some tickets at tropicana. Furthermore, We also had organised some small funding event to raise our fund . We organised ps2 and ps3 tournament . well this is the first time i get to play ps2 and ps3..hahaz.. not bad rite? hahaz hmm... We also recruited few potential members to joined us as well. from there .our amount of C2AGE member grew. Sponsors were still working on that time. That time, we had the hardest internal conflict. Many problems need to resolve. My adviser also told me that, I need to make my own decision including in sack my own committees who doesn't do work. This is hard for me to make up my mind.

In April, We try to promote ad sell our ticket in everywhere. Few of our sponsors had gave us positive feedback...yay! hahaz good news . Thanks to Christine, she managed well in marketing and sponsors. not bad. hmm Here comes all my headache. I had to face final exam, C2AGE problems.. I wasn't able to sleep early for few nights. I had to travel around from kl to pj and pj to kl just to deal with the sponsors. Having hard time. Of coz not only me , but most of our committee members were having that problem too. Thanks to Adrian and Jun Xing who accompanied me around.

May, C2AGE is getting nearer...More frequents meeting were on. We( bout 36 members) were working very hard.. everyday have to stay back until 7 pm to work and solved all the problems. I experienced the toughest problems and difficulties in decision making. Slowly, I was able to cope and made decision faster. One day before the event, we were so excited because finally, all our effort were going to show 2molo. whether successful or not, we were aim for the goals that we wanting for. One day be4 the event, We packed all the stuff and prepared for tomorrow.
lolz... Guess what, I had my dinner at 11 and reached home around 12.30. I bathed and I started work that i need to finish up. Unfortunately, I slept over and left my laptop run out of battery...
Dint save the work I had done.. Luckily got auto save..Phew..

That day morning, I woke up at 5 , 3 hours of sleeping, not bad.. I prepared myself and I went to MCD waiting for Adrian... I waited him for about 45 min and he told me he tertidur back.. swt.. hahaz then I straight went to HELP and continued my work. Everyone were so excited. We started to do all preparation that needed. Well , things were worked faster that We thought. The guests were arrived earlier than we thought..lolz... we were panic and tried to finish up the rest of the work faster such as decoration, information counter, arrival of guest, VIP arrangements and booklet...etc..Then It is the time... where the arrival of VIPs... Japanese Ambassador and Hannah Tan.... well about the event , lets the pictures talk.

BEFORE OPENING CEREMONEY

Receptionist

Preparing for the booth

come and register! =p

Retrive your gundam

Trial for PS3 AND PS 2?LOL

ME AND MR MURALI (my advisor)

The "gundik" and our Official MC Ms Annie

Registration booth gang... they are good! lolz

Struggling settle the VIPs gift.. and Mr Murali give a peace ^^

Am i tat fierce? lolz...joke oni

hmm...actually is we are doing work XD

OPENING CEREMONY

Lastly, I would like to thank someone...becoz she always right at myside and support me no matter what.. thank you ! ^3

2009-04-29T00:46:00.001+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~....Updating my blog at last!!! Right here i wan to say thanks to someone because gave me a valueable presents which i heading for...make me feel back like kids oni.hahaz let the picture talk hahaz

GUNDAM OO RAISER!!

2009-02-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! AT LAST I PASS MY DRIVING EXAM LIAO!!

At last i can drive!! hahaz so wish to drive coz lazy to walk liao...damn far and also i have fun driving!!! hahaz

anywayz have exam now...haih..

2009-02-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

C2AGE 2009

Hey guys, lets HELP University College presents C2AGE 2009 =p

Date : 16/05.09

venue: Help University College main block, Pusat Bandar Damansara.

Time: 11- 6 pm.

Any further details can just e-mail to me tnchun@hotmail.com (make sure u put ur subject c2age faq) or visit our website http://www.c2age.webs.com/ .

hahaz basically it is a cosplay, comics, anime and games exhibition. As for cosplayers!! this is the chance to show ur skills and characters personality. Dun miss this chance oh.!!

2009-02-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

Today is fifth day...

hahaz...having presentation 2day..

and 2molo is my driving exam

next week is my mid term exam

and i have to pass up my assingment 2molo!! lol

but yet i still quite happy with everything i have now..lolz

thx for eveything piggy 2..

your presence help me alot... =)

2009-02-16T09:46:00.000+08:00

The philosophy of Bruce about yourself

these are few philosophy quote from bruce

Dont pray for simple but pray for strength for difficult.

Be shapeless, formless and flexible like water, when it fill into a container it become container, when it fill into can it become a can.. A style is a cristallisation process. It stope us from being improve. When we have to follow a style means we have to follow to rules.

be fearless and emotionless, show the opponent and make yourself unpridictable.

dont look the past and future. look for now.

relexation is essential for fast move.

be honest in expressing yourself without lieing to yourself.

focus and balanced the instinct and control

haha

2009-02-14T21:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

I hope you guys have a happy moment with ur loved ones..

my happy valentine day ended up with classes and driving lesson...

but still i'm happy...

coz i have a her......hehe

nvm...i will make one valentine day for you k...hahaz

happy alwayz yea

2009-02-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

Well kena taggged by suk ting ..i think this is good to write =)

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

1. I am currently doing my assingments
2. I will have my mid-term exam soon which i havent study yet
3. I am loving'you'.
4. I felt the joy and happiness when i get to kno the answer from u
5. Iam busy right now
6. I so wish to join volleyball club but no time lo
7. I wish this year is a good year
8. I hope ca get at least 8'As in SPM
9. I miss someone right now.
10. I want everyone to be happy
11. I have school 2molo??hahaz valentines day somemore
13. I wish I can be with u all the time.
14. I will have my driving exam on tuesday so wish me luck.
15. I hope i can slp more than 6 hours per day.
16. I hope i can get my income soon.
I tag
~Suen nie =p=p
~cherng
~wei fern
~yuen hee
~the rest of you who wan to do tis tag..
Just for fun =p

2009-02-14T00:44:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine Day

Hope u guys will have fun with ur love ones.

but i have to celebrate it with my driving lesson.

At last....thx for giving me a chance...Hope happy always. =p=p

2009-02-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, long time din update liao...okok let u see the cuties .=p=p (*DUN THINK IS A GIRL LAH)

This is my dang brother. hahaz cute leh? hahaz

2009-01-31T15:08:00.001+08:00

PAST MEMORY PART 2 =P

Taking pic in bathroom =p

Guess who is sleeping here? *

opps..ltr got someone is going to kill me liao =p

HAH! in tuition still laugh somemore.no nid study wan hor?? hahaz

My dang mei... the range is about 14 years old leh...=p

she eating ice cream.

A cleare pic of my dang mei eating ice-cream..cool??hahaz

My dang mei and my youngest bro =p=p

2009-01-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

Past memories...

hahaz...there are few pictures about my past memories

The days be4 SPM.

my table full of books and cup

As you can see , a bottle of water and a green box( that's my cough medicine..last min get sick..) =p

MORE VIEW FOR U TO SEE HOW MESSY MY TABBLE IS!!! HAHAZ

Begining of the year

Me and my best friend in tuition...guess where am i? XD

Observing my junior they all planing thier activity in thier meeting

Too tired? or becoz the meeting is in the early of morning? XD

Wan to escape from my camera but too slow.. these are all my junior.* past adi!!

A nice view isn't it? hahaz...is at bukit tinggi =p

2009-01-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

End of third week

2days was quite ok day to me..and 2days is the last day and next will be cny.

2day after math, i went to lab..quite sien, at least got someone to chat..then i went for the c2age meeting. The meeting was fun too..haha.. after that have some rest only went for lunch..very tired.. after lunch, i help out in cleaning student council room.

right be4 4, I went down and go find my friends for the locker key. after that i sat bus home , but 2day it was happy and fun until i reach in taman paramount...

tired..happy new year, blek =)

2009-01-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

How to be success?

"NO ONE WAN TO BE FAILURE BUT THEY JUST FORGOT TO PLAN IT TO SUCCESS! " That was what i learnt from someone.. This worth to know.. Many of us alwayz wan to be success..but they doesnt have a plan to success route..

the things i wish to be is psychologist now..but the will of mine is still not strong enough...How can i combine and create a new things? hopefully someone will guide me in my life..

somehow i might become dependent person..after through all this years i walk alone.. i'm tired..sometime i just cant to be what i want..guess still got alot of things i need to learn.

tata

2009-01-21T00:47:00.000+08:00

WAR

War has crushed alot of people's home, food , money , building and also their loves one.

Why they have to threw a bomb to an innocent city? who is gonna resposible for that? Maybe today I bombed you , the next 3 years I will bomb you back. Is that what they gonna do through out their entire life?

Lets hold your fire, you have to earn other's repect. However, the thing you have done, You have nothing to be proud of, what you have is the darkness of your life...you wont find the light that will lead you to the top.

2009-01-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

Short Post

My college life wasnt that bad at all.

I'm not regreted that I entered Jan intake. Is that what i want other than studies? Anyways, the destiny gave me the chances to me.

I really started to like Jan intake..but after this semester, do I have the chance like now again?

2009-01-20T17:16:00.000+08:00

NEW LIFE..

A tall tree has fall down to the ground. A new tree has reborn.The life I had..the path on the front road still unclear. I dunno what might will happen . Hopefully not the same thing happen in my high school.

I have a nightmare since back then full of dark cloud and storm. Days by days I envolved, from a confident boy to not confident guy, from not confident guy to normal man...finnaly i have escape my dark world... I have at last found the light that heading towards me.

Currently i'm in new college..with new life, new start, new environment, new friends, and new goal..these new life that i hunted and struggle for 2 years. Hopefully the new start can give me hope...not like the same world as the previous one.

Now i wish, hope that everything will goes well.. I want back my happy life!!! I duwan to stay in tat dark world anymore.

I'm glad tat I'm in jan intake..a good things has happen lately..hope to maintain it as long as i can =)

2008-09-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

FIST

what is our function of fist? Is it to hit people? injure people? or to kill someone?

To me and my old gang ...fist is use to protect people...to protect someone we love and around us...is not use to injure someone..martial art is just use to defense ourself..not to learn to use it in the wrong way..i will wish that i'm stronger..not to fight but to defense from this hopeless people...sometime i just feel week and weeker than the one of myself before...stop fighting..

bleh...i'm just talking crap here...so dun mind me. =p=p

2008-08-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

HUMAN

Why do human always fight each other>?? Politics??? why do v have to get so much power but have to sacrifies alot of people? Do they even think about those poeple that need them to protect them and their country??

Lately , Political issue is the worst problem that human being facing.. they even fight each other to get more power and manipulate. In the same time they were try to earn alot of money even tough those money were came from their country people as well..

Do they forgot the day that they fight together to get their independent day? It is so easy to fight each other and yet it is so hard to gather people to fight together...the history is going to happen again and again...and i will called it as "THE CYCLE OF HUMAN ACTION"

Nw not only that the country having politics issue but even school also have the same problem too...NW there were even more people that are not invovle in politics can play some role in it too..they even can change and break down one organisation..When i saw those thing is happening...i just dunno how to express my feeling into it..My head are full of question... y do eveyone can live happily and peacefully? why everyone have to hate and fight each other leh? y do they not going to enjoy eventhough they only have one life?

Power and Money can just easily change someone's personalities....I dun like that!! and I dun like when the people around me is not living happily..I dun like tat too... All i want is hope everyone enjoy thier life, tat's all. appreciate thigs that you have around u.

2008-04-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

Enviroment change??Yeah...every year it has it's own enviroment..different type of people will appear and give u different feeling..That's why u will feel that is getting worst or improve..the world is changing ,so do the people's mind set...the food chain and forest has it's own ecosystem, so do human has it's own cycle...

According to all the history...every country has it's own begin, glory and end year. In the starting, the country was built by a group of politicans with full of version and spirits. In the glory year is where the results come and give u the best feeling of it.In the end year , it's the worst of it, giving u the worst feeling and it's performence and function has gone and the power of a country has drop and will be taking over. After some years again there is a few new people with the hope bring that country alive and once again the cycle is continue on.

I have my own vision..and i couldnt do anything just with my power..i just hope that i can change it be4 i leave..at least i have to do something and open a path for the new cycle.

2008-02-17T19:12:00.000+08:00

LIFE

LIFE??when the flames goes off..it is dead..juz like this dusty blog..full of dust, a place without any presence and full of lonely..I wonder when my destiny and fate has change, my daily life has change, i have become a very weak person..and i dislike to be weak..i wan to be strong..but in bottom of my heart..i have choose the path that i will nt regret of it..i juz dislike to be alone ..felling tat i’m left out from the group i used to be..feeling that i’m nt anyone of them anymore...yeah sometimes in my heart ask myself..and i did not really change..All i wan is juz have my happiest last year with my friends and my juniors n my skul time...but i think i will juz have to 4get about it..

During Chinese new year..wat i got the words is..study study study!!! and this word juz make me even more sick n break my courage to study even more!!!!! they think that they have to push hard on their son oni the son will study but they dun even kno tat those word will only break their courage n mood n feeling towards studies..its juz no use..they dun even kno that their son might got have plan wat to do...but the fact is it is making their son to be samfu....

my life is dead nw..i’m very tired n sick...pls...i really tired the life i having nw...i really tired n tired..all i wan is juz a happy life with everyone ...wan my people around me to be happy..but looks like i cant do it..with my hand..i will only create sadness n trouble to anyone... i’m not someone anymore ...i’m juz a piece of junk that fool idiotic plus baka!!! who will even kno wat i’m think ...

I went to tian hou gong pray 2day...end up i have to go there pray and nian jin with them...have to keep stand up and knee down..is kinda tired n pain..becoz of my knee has injured during volleyball training..and last thursday is our class drama ..is kinda funny and nice too...i’m juz a small character n doesnt nid much work to do..yeah maybe i better to be a small fellar...

2008-01-20T12:08:00.000+08:00

School Day

Wonder how was my bad day in school everyday? have to face some people who duwan to face --->guess for those who taking the chinese class should kno wat i mean..hahaz yea..is our chinese teacher..i so wish that i can escape her class..dun feel so well in her class..I had taught by her be4..tat’y i kno wat is tat feeling..and nw that feeling come again..pushing me no interest in chinese already.

I just wonder why sometime the teacher will only evaluate the student is bad or good..but they never evaluate themselves..they just think that they is good..and then only think that the student is good when that student help that teacher out.what is this/? every1 will make mistake..but sometime the teacher never admit that they are wrong..They think that they are right and the student must be follow them exactly the same as the teacher want to..is so hard that the teacher will listen to student opinion and says that oh..not bad..u can try to do it..but they will says..i think u muz(see u muz) do this and do that..then when v try to explain again..they will just say no!! u muz do like this and that..(this is just the worst part)...but wat i can say is.a student can be a bad student or good student is depend on how teacher think..i can see that some bad student can be a good student too in many ways..just that teacher give up on him and says that he is bad!! and this make them to become more evil.. I’m here not to say about every teacher..but just some teacher that they might know about it. I’m glad that i at least have some good teacher left =p

2008-01-11T23:54:00.001+08:00

School Day!!

These two weeks of school day...most of the day busy-ing for volleyball training and training!! after that tuition n tuition..so tired...and some politic stuff too..haiz..life is full of work...perhaps is just e...i’m an active person..and optimist person too...but just sometime things happen i just cant bear with it...and why should we have to think that ’ah ntg wan lah..is just a small problem..If leave it aside... soon or ltr then one that having stress n pressure will burst it out along that problem..by that time it is even worst...

2day...is the second week of friday..after school i went to toilet...in toilet i saw a boy who is busy-ing washing his blood off..i was wondering what had happened to him? Then i took a look..i found that his a part of his ear skin had already teared off..then i helped him out and brought him to office to get a teacher for bringing him to clinic.After that i waited for the time to pass for volleyball practice..At last 2day volley ball practice ...i have the chance to play but yet i still make a lot of mistake..haih...

Now school day is like so lonely...and full of disgrace trouble...Human mentally trouble/personality is not been trained or attitude problem..it is so frustrated when the same problem keep on repeating ...haiz sometime i just hope that we have more relax last year..

Now i have alot of things waiting me to be done..I just hope that everything can be go well whatever i do and whenever I am.

Ch

2007-12-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

Christmas Day

Haha..1st of all i would like to say Merry Christmas to every one here. well on Christmas day mostly people will go out.but me morning have to do house work pula..hahaz is that a special case? hahaz Christmas day do house work..hahaz so basically nothing special on Christmas day..hahaz hope you all will have a happy new year n all the best for the form 3-ses tomorrow PMR results .hahaz I’m sure every one can get flying colour result.

2007-12-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

Life-ness

Nothing to do lately...Just eat , sleep and play....getting lazy and tired hahaz..the lazy worm is like crawling inside my body..today i decided to clean my room ...but then ended up i just clean half way then dont want to clean already..hahaz then tomorrow we have an outing at 1u again..we are going to watch I’m Legend and The Golden Compass....hahaz..well to all the next year form 4 student..play and enjoy while you still can .. I just hope that i will have a nice and happy last year next year...have a nice day

2007-12-01T14:26:00.000+08:00

A Injured That Curve A Pain In The Life

When i heard that my cousin had been sent to hospital because of accident , i was just feel surprise a little while. He met an accident when he was on his way home at night. He hit a cow i think ^^? and fall down from the motorbike and then he was sent to hospital at midnight.

It was so hard to believe that his hand wrist bone has broke. Well at first i thought broke hand can be recover but after what i have heard about the consequences n what will happen to his life, i felt surprise and sad. His hand bone have to add on screw to join the bone. Imagine when your body have add on screw and u cant take any heavy thing anymore and you will have to go on for operation for few times if the screw loose already? This is my 1st time heard about screwing bone if the bone broke. I was wrong about bone broking still can recover.

Now his life is not that perfect for him anymore since he was just going to finish his study in mechanics. Hope that he will be strong.

Conclusion our life is so fragile. I was so scare when i started to know about broken bones. If the pass few years accident make one of my bone broke , now i wouldn't have the chance to jump and play volleyball or any activities that i like. So appreciate what you have now.

The Hope That Standing Up

2007-11-25T11:50:00.000+08:00

The Hope That Standing Up

After a tree have wilted for some time...eventually it will grow up again when the hopes come...The small tree that waited patiently for the hope to come...Standing the path that is right and believe yourself..

Everyone is growing up but there is a time where we will fell and a lot of things will happen to us.. This is the time that our true self really grow in our heart..this is the time where we will see things clearly..this is the time we know our action sometime is wrong.. and this is the time we need to improve our self...

Never give up..even though this is really difficult to go through ..as long as never give up, the hope in your heart will always glow even though is just a tiny glow..After what you have go through ,you will become stronger..that's how human getting better and better

2007-11-18T10:49:00.000+08:00

~ The Feeling Of Living In The Darkness ~

hmm...have u having a period where almost everyone dun believe u at all?? dint accept who u are? or even cant even talk to u at all??

well this is apart tat might be happen to some of u all oni..there is once everyone believe in u...have u always be their priority..anything well be there to care for u when u in trouble..

but when a times come..everyone started nt to believe in u anymore...stated to get annoyed u in their life..started to give u expression tat u arent needed anymore..started to wanna get u off from this place..everyone surround u started cant communicate with u anymore..

realizing the main support have to be come from family..but when ur main support have broke down..the rest of ur support also will break..living in the dark..cant see any light anymore...life full of sorrow. hoping for a light to get rid for u...when this happen..find ur friend..the best friend tat still can be with u..or ur love one tat still wan to be with u...dun try to get more prove tat u still good in something or wat..it oni will let other people think more worse...even can make people wanna get away from u...

well..if in this condition..dun gave up urself...it will oni bring u more disaster..try get some good point..still trying how to help people eventhough people will think badly..eventually someday will get rid from this problem n will grow up to be more mature ^^

2007-11-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

~The Cycle Of Life~

Many things that happen will happen again in our life...Even we read about history ..learn the mistake from the past..but it still the same..nothing will change..becoz...human doesnt change at all..things will juz happen to repeat n repeat again..then process of life...the incident tat happen due to action..new life born, grow, sickness, old, death and new life born again..This cycle known as the cycle of life tat happen the whole universe including the stars..

The cycle of life will be meaningless if the process of life is blank at all..Why the process of life is blank? It is becoz everyday v do the same thing..ntg change, ntg happen ,ntg fun and the most important wan is feeling... The whole life is like full of darkness n lonely..n also full of sorrow..

Since we only can live once why dont we do something tat is important n make our life to be happy n meaningful..make us want tat type of process eternally?? Is your life wonderful nw? Is this type of life u want? Well if nt wat are u waiting for?
A beautiful dream doesnt come easily..go ahead n put effort to it to make ur dream come true..try hard and u will feel some hard time sometime ..finally u will then fulfill ur dream ..the key of it is dun give up!!! If u give up urself..everyone will give up on u..the hope tat u carry will be juz vanish..the dream tat u wish will nevery come true..Be the best of urself!! Bring the hope to urself n others ..to make ur life more meningful n interesting..eventually it will become a part of ur life n memory. ^^

2007-10-23T02:16:00.000+08:00

THE POWER IS NEEDED FOR CHANGES

The power is needed for changes?? Yea is true...in this world...if u dun hav the power or nt enough power..u dun hav the chances to change something tat u wan..i was so wish tat if i can make it..buti do realize tat i need to sacrifies even more to change it..or more towards to failure..y?? as i say ..human atitude..i'm so feel tat i wan to make it with my own work,..my last wish ..but end up..i hav been tel by some1 tat ..u can't take over to do it..bt have to share? share..is a gud thing..bt nt in this case..alot of people will say u muz discuss..yes is true..but it might wont turn out the way u wan...all i need is trust me and let me finish this be4 i go..let me choose my own power source to do...all rite..tat's all

and one more thing is y have to force me to do work? y??? i have the right not to join!!! y have to force me ? i dun like it!! i said it how many time adi i can't manage it!but it seems to be not listen to others ears.. i very hate it!!! i very very hate!!i already enough work to do..y still have to put me in? i duwan...y i can't rest after i have bz so many years? y? wat the fuck is this? i already wish i can retired from everything soon..plzzz i already have enough of thing to think...i already tired to become people "dog" i have my own vision..but it will very hard to come true..my years of vision is juz gone..tat's it!!!!!!!

2007-10-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

MEMORY

what is memory?? Memory is something kinda of ability to save the data.. In human ..I'm sure that when talk about memory a lot of people will refer to our brain memory..but actually the truth is there is two type of memory is human..one is brain memory which is mind..and another is body memory..

hmm as usual brain memory is widely use in our daily life..sure u all also will understand about it....but in the same time our body has the memory too...it is also use in our daily life without we knowing about them..

Well body memory i'm sure u all also know how to explain it base on the word rite? sure explain is the body has the memory lah! of course sure got the memory..bt how does it works in daily life or wat?

As we doing something ..our body actually will conected to our brain..and the brain will control the activities of our body...when we do something frequently our body will keep training and becoming better and better by receiving more data, thats why we can getting use to it or becoming a pro of a subject..

How about when the person have memory lost? hehe this really explain about the body memory..when the brain memory of someone is lost..doest mean that the body memory is lost!! for example..if i lost memory due to some accident or wat..i still have my body memory and when i doing something that i use to do like enginer..eventually i will do it well and better than the 1st learner eventhough that i'have my brain memory lost.. 2nd example...also happen when i have brain memory lost...if i see someoen that i hate and i use to fight with him before my brain memory lost...after i have my brain memory lost..when i see the person i eventually will lost temper easily on him without reason.

If someone use to protect u with his life eventually when he has brain memory lost he also will try to protect u without reason..hehe so believe 'it or not? is the way of how u think and know about it..

2007-10-02T00:30:00.001+08:00

PHYSIC

To tell the truth , physics is the only subject tat can help me score..but eventually it screw
me up 2day...i juz suddenly get confused right before the test..tat's y my brain is not function
efficiency in paper 1..but paper 2..i get calm and get back myself again..haih...paper 1..i
tembak a lot of question...haiz...waste my marks adi...haih...paper 2..quite ok..but the forces
there i make a mistake..and screw up my drawing marks adi..is about the forces of triangle..i
very sure of that..but at last juz becoz of careless mistake..then have to say bb..wat a
miss..well nw better get start to focus in add math to get bac the mars tat i loss in paper
2....hehe..hopefully it can help me gain back...

Just so weird right be4 exam..i kinda have some memory loss..right be4 exam i can remember
the whole damn thing...hahaz..nw kinda have life conflict...i juz wonder how to solve all these
problems in life..is juz always the same whenever u go...physics is a subject that attracts
me..coz it explained what will happen with the action we have done...and it teach us how to
solve it or reduce it from getting worst and at least the result that we get might turn back be
better...for example..a car length can be affect our life too...the longer the car length the more
safe it is...i kno in daily life and base on logic sure lah... but how do u explain this incident? why
it is more safe? if dun study physic how could u explain this? well the result that i mention juz
now is if the car length is longer and base on principle of physics of impulsive force..this will
reduce the time of collision..therefore the force produced is lesser...so if the car juz becoz of it
length is shorter ,it juz will get us killed...so this is how it effect our life..juz a tiny little can also
change everything..so pls dun assume that a small thing won't affect something..

Now i will talk about human...i think i myself hav already started to study the nature of
human..not bio..but is the truth of ourselve...i have seen a lot of type of people...those who are
feel stands for right and freedom like me...that's why me can't get stand everything that i feels
wrong , the people who are kind, the people who are like to manipulate people in other words
is 'cha hai' so that they will follow his/hers way to do something and talks a lot of crap(i damn
hate this kind of people,it juz makes everything ruin), some people who are clever to be a
leader which is also can (not like) manipulate all people esp the people who like to manipulate
people wan..the people who like to play with feeling, the people who act cool but is nt cool at
all, the people who is wearing masks ...and others.....well i'm not talking anyone name here
but i have seen all kind of these people..but yet i still dunno how to deal with them..Alot people
is wearing masks nowadays..it just get so hard to find some1 u believe..but for me, i will trust
the people who are work together with me and stand by my side..i know is so harsh the
feeling if someone doesn't trust u in a club or any society in everything tat u trying to do to
make something better..but the problem is ..how much I trusted by people in my work? or
doesn't trust at all? or juz dun believe me i will make it better?? I juz feel that i was not trusted
by anyone anymore..soon.....then tat time there is no point i helping anymore..all my hard
work for years has juz gone and disappear and turn out all my weak poin and all i have done
is not appreciated by anyone at all..Power is need to change something..and a great power
comes with great responsibility..bt now i feel tat i have lost my power.the power to change
with the vision tat we have carry for years..it juz like a dream and gone..

i myself use to be a kind ..was trying to help as much as possible but now it juz turn me down..
i juz realize sometime i will juz be a pawn of someone to use..therefore now i will stands for
right and freedom ..i will oni help for those who sincerely need my help..
this is how school provide education..not in ur academic but also in socialization...what does it
mean by socialize? the true meaning of socialize in terms of human is..how u deal with various
kind of people and how can u control and place ur self in tat various kind of people.. when u
have finished ur studies and came out for work..the socialization in work is still the same..
there is juz a lot of various type of people out there..so if can learn how to deal in school then
there is no problem u deal with others people..coz the human nature is juz the same..guess i
have understand a lot of thing about the life..and the politics is juz sucks..is juz a form of
organisation that manipulate a group of civilization and get for their own purpose..maybe can
said tat previous politician is a good wan..i also will believe and there is a group of bad one
too..whenever u go u juz will see good and bad fighting and end up the bad has higher chances
to win..why? The power!!! good one does not have the power to change..The truth always
side to the bad wan..but somehow when the good people gather up the bad one sure will turn
down....this is how the equivalent trade works in life and human nature.

So do u think my statement is wrong?say it if it is wrong.. Do think u understands urself and
wat u want in ur life? and what kind of person u are? and how do u deal with various kind of
people? ..try to understand it..is a part of life..

THE END

article base of my experience in life.

PERKHEMAHAN INTEGRASI KRS PERINGKAT KEBANGSAAN 2007

2007-08-05T13:41:00.001+08:00

well...i have been off from skul and my house starting from 28th July to 3rd August..It was my first camp which is peringkat kebangsaan..well the chances for me to get this camp is really really low..hehe means i'm the lucky wan? =p=p

but actually the camp start from 29th July to 3rd August..but the 28th July is where we KRS from all the daerah from selangor will gather and will given a talked ...which is called as latihan pusat...

28th July

I reached skul at 6.45 am waiting for En. Alim for fetching me go to the latihan pusat which located at hulu langat.. End up he reached around 7.20 am..right be4 i left , .around 8am i reach there ..then En.Alim ask wheather want to go yam cha 1st or not becoz still early..hahaz end up we can't find a restorant so we juz go to the latihan pusat lo ..and after have registered , he went off liao...well the latihan pusat was located next to TESCO too..hahaz around 10 .30 we all walked in group went to TESCO and buy some food to eat.. to think of it...I'm the only Chinese and we got 2 non-Islam which is 1 Indian from girl and 1 chinese which is me from Selangor..at 11.30 we came bac and how would we kno that there will be food prepared for us already...haih juz waste money oni..haih...then after eating...kesian me...i myself have to sit alone when they sambayang..after that we rest for a while and have a talk ...at 2 pm we have a taklimat...until 3 something , we have tali learning... learned some tali tat i never learn ...after that at 5 o'clock we have some marching then we start to learn tepukan semangat and created some also..heheh at last we have created ZIP, SELANGOR CLAP, HAKKA. Then after that we have started practicing our malam kebudayaan and then is botak time...for those who have long hair will be turn into botak(luckily i have cut 1 week before the camp) =p ..after that they have sembayang and then we have our dinner..after dinner we continue practicing our malam kebudayaan...wee~ i have become dancer..hahaz we dance tarian bucu bucu and tarian jawa..heheh so next time u can find me if u wan to learn =p ..hehe quite tiring leh..ahih...we practice until 11 something then every1 went to slp liao...hahaz btw be4 we slp we celebrate one person's birthday..haha so lucky lah got cake somemore..hehe..then after that we slp liao...

29th July

Second day...but it was our first day to the camp. hehe ..can be said excited or can be said it will be a tough journey for us...we wake up around 6 a.m. clean ourself up and then they sembayang ..hehe and once again i have ntg to do..have to wait for them...then we have warm up exercise then continue our tepukan..after that we have our breakfast then we have to clean our stuff ..after we have clean everything then we have prepare to get on the bus and aim for PERAK!!! LOLZ we ciao at 10.04 a.m. ...lets say bye bye to our TESCO! T.T

Phew...it really was a long journey to there and we have stops some of the perhentian to rest..at last we reach Kuala Kangsar at 3 p.m..hehe imagine we have to sit in the bus for 5 hours? hahaha..after that we went for registration and then we sing our negeri song...then we get to our 1st destination which is Latar Gua.Half an hour later, we reach some kawasan terpencil. from there we have to walk through about 8 peduk oni we can reach the camp site..it takes about 20 minutes walk i think..

when we reach there we have to sing our negeri song again..damn!! hahaz then raised the flag n we were given some tea n some kuih...then we start pitching our tents and then sembayang again..haih..then i have to be alone tat time..after that we were divided into 3 plattun..then not we choose the leader but is juz one of us go shout the command fall in then he is the leader adi..well who shout 1st then tat leader place is his..swt rite? hahaz..i meat a lot of people there esp sabahian ,sarawakian and labuanian.hehe as usual they got a lot of kaum wan..but mostly i met is kadasan dusun..well they juz almost same like us..ntg different..but their name is kinda of english name..most of them is christian even iban also..kinda funny ah..after dinner then as usual we will have moral session..then is our time to meet people.hahaz is where we introduce each other as usual for non-islam..while islam is sembayang until 8.30..after that we have some short plattun discussion for malam kebudayaan..one from perak name haus suggested that we do some patriotik thingy , then one from selangor name wuffie(malays) suggested that we do bukit kepong..then i suggested that we do cuti-cuti malaysia..at last got one from sabah name sophia suggested that we do mak rempit..then at last we all also juz agree oni since no time liao..hahaz we keep on talk talk until 11 ++ then after tat we having some supper then go to slp liao..the 1st day i also slp early oni coz really really tired for the whole day activity.

30th July

morning we wake up at 5..then have to go to the makan place to wait for the malay sembayang..i was tired ..haha but no choicelah..after that we do morning exercise then take breakfast .after breakfast we start our real activities. we did our activities according to plattun..we start with gadget and tali-temali 1st..well this camp is something like competition. everyone of us is scoring marks for out negeri..then we have ikthiar hidup and the last one is orientarring which is the most tired wan coz we have to run from one peduk to another peduk..haih somemore the peduk is pagar by the wire gauze..we have to run non-stop for 2 hours..damn tired have to cross river somemore..haih..hehe after that we have to pack our stuff and then we sat bus to another camp site which is JPS(Jabatan pengaliran saliran) weird rite? hehe.. tat place ah..haih also have to walk wan..some more we are in tired state..hahaz the place is juz next to sg perak..not bad ha..hehe then at nite we have our malam kebudayaan in a school ..some of us also slp adi..damn tired..as soon as i reach JPS ..i straight away slp liao..

31th July

well that morning ,it got rain abit..and the wind is like very strong..me also mengigil eventhough i wear long sleeve..hahaz but quite cold and enjoying lah..=p=p then we have pertandingan permainan traditional which is congkak..for those who din join then we play sepak takraw..after that our activities is lawatan to perak!! hehe we went to sultan galleries and the logam kilang which make all the medals and all things which makes from logam including our badges.. we also went to some souviner shop..haih ..unlucky me i dun have money to buy anything..my money enough for me to go back home..then we went to next destination which is Ulu Kenas.

we reach there around 4..then we have to wait for regitration..until 6.30 then we went 4 our dinner and start sembayang.after sembayang we have our moral session.hehe after that we kena screw by the pegawai waren 1 there tat dunno how to respect ah...bla bla bla..then we juz continue practice our negeri malam kebudayaan.. after that we juz went to slp oni..

1st of August

I wonder got anyone miss me? i guess not many people..we wake up asual..after we having breakfast then we start our activities .1st is bantu mula then bomba and komunikasi..hehe we learn to play world wide walkietalkie and bomba hose with noozle..haha the spray is damn strong wei! haih v kena tipu..was ask to run there to help to hold the noozle then they juz shoot at us and make us wet lolz then last activities the flying fox and the abselling..damn sien..

after that we pack our bags and turn back to latar gua..hah but this time is even worst..the bus leaves us at half way and we have to walk bac to our camp site..is a part of our activities-kembara...haih have to walk about 15 + km ...walk is not a problem but we have to walk there in the state of our shoe is wet! imagine if ur shoe is wet and u have to walk..wat will happen to ur skin? is damn pain wei.. haih..around 6.40 we reach our old camp site which i din really like it..hahaz as usual after sembayang...we were give the chance to practice our malam kebudayaan..then our kontigen selangor tuan buy a nangka and make nangka goreng for us...so touching =p..after that slp lor..

2nd of July

hehe ..the day we have waited for..THE LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN!! hehe..opened by sunway lagoon wan..well imagine that we went there (i mean the whole peserta) about 25 buses on highway escort by police car , traffic police and bomba..hehe so nice leh? i wish tv got show about this..but ended up dun have..hahaz.. we reach there around 11 then we play until 2.30...after that we are rushing bac to kuala kangsa for raptai for the closing ceremony! in my heart, at last!! second last day liao!! i can;t wait to go bac ..hahaz..we reach there about 4 something.is in a big stadium wan. after that we are bac to the skul to have our negeri malam kebudayaan..well we were given some time to practice..hahaz after 8 the presentation begin..well we kontigen selangor is the 13th wan.quite behind..hahaz for dancers damn yeng ah we all. our face were hias by cosmetic..hehe draw like our eyebrown got stripes and our face got a lot of dark misai wan..hahaz

the malam kebudayaan was ended by lagu negaraku and it is at 12 o'clock..many people were fell alseep in the hall during the malam kebudayaan..we really felt very tired liao..somemroe have to dance..damn tired hahaz..we reach latar gua at 1..then slp...(YES!!! 2MOLO I'M COMING BACK!) HEHE

3rd Of July

Last day...hehe we as usual prepare everything n clean up everything.At 1st we were told that we juz have to leave our laguage and there will be a transportation to help us send out..then we (selangor)walk from the peduk which have to pass through the many peduk nad reach the bus station..how could we kno that we have to turn bac to take our laguage..WTF??!!! then we mah walk again lor..no choice..haih then when we walk bac almost reach the camp site then suddenly got few car coming out..the tuan helps us to take laguage and ask us to return bac..??WTH??!! haih have to walk for 20 minutes again..so total up we have wasted about 1 hour by doing this..wth?? playing us??!! haaih..

then we reach the stadium about 9'oclock..then we have one more raptai.but we din et to get the full raptai coz the tuan came earlier..then as usal all the closing ceremony..and we have our lunch..hehe after that is our time to take back our handphone..i miss my handphone so much..i need it !! to do something..ahem! oh then we take photo and is time to say bye bye..oh yea..i forgot something..in camp we have created a sign which represent our kompeni(form by few negeri) ..hehe the sign is ANGGOTA! HAHA
..bye bye kuala kangsa..hehehe

we reach Jabatan pendidikan selangor in shah alam at 6 pm...hahaz oh no..how could i get the transportation bac? wth? luckily got one puan 's son from daerah petaling also..hehe i juz asked if she can send me to komuter station? hahaz then she send me to komuter station..thx to her..if not i'm dead liao..always like tat wan when go to daerah or negeri camp..hahaz reach home around 8.30.then straight away went to tuition adi..haih so sad i can't photo for the camp...hahaz..well the end of the story..can't blame me if i got spelling mistake coz i really type very very fast and tat's a lot for me to type ...so damn long lah..k lah bb

sports day

2007-07-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

haha...sports day KRS get 3rd this year...

Back....

2007-05-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

Yo yo every1 ..hehe i'm bac! hahazquite busy these few months...and now is my exam weeks...hahaz..somemore still got 2 more days then finish liao.. fast har..

hmm ...let's talk about my sub..well this mid term i din feel anything nervous also..juz like so calm and sit 4 exams..hahaz maybe to me exam is a normal thing..Remember PMR?maybe affected by PMR..hahaz talk bac to PMR we do relax having the exam..it's a gud thign to feel calm har..hehe

ok start with my chemistry..--haiz...juz becoz of one question on empherical formula i did it wrong and the whole question wrong liao...then 20 marks gone adi... XD ..hopefully the rest didn get it wrong lah..

then add math leh...haiz.. got about one and the half page dunno and dun have time to finish..so about 38 marks gone liao..haiz...hopefully it wont get D lah..

hmm about BIO ah..haizzz again...i gonna kill by my tuition teacher for not complete it...stupid table andthe graph...so stupid to ask us to find the concentration..at 1st i see.. how i kno the concentration wor..deng lah..luckily last minute think of how to do...but couldn't done it..but ok lah..hopefully i can get an A 4 this.

Physics...the most easiest among this science sub ..hahaz actually i din get to finish study the chapter 2 wan...hahaz..but the section b question my tuition got let us did be4..so i juz liek got some some answer lor...haiz juz forget a bit of the name of the force..hahaz hopefully can get 4 an A 4 this sub too...

and M.math..haiz..this is the worst wan..due to amaransingam's teaching i have reach a level where people can't save me..but luckily i din really learn his teaching lah..hahaz..i'm gonna ask 4 help from my new m.m teacher..hehe hopefully can get a better marks in paper 1 lah..

hmm din really wan to talk much of it..but 2 more days oni..hehe... i need a game to play ah!!! Hsu cherng ah...wat game to play?? damn sien leh..i wan to go find command and conquer..ahhaz klah gotta sleep adi..nitezzz

Drama Competition

2007-03-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

here come our death god ..muhahahaz=p=p

Upacara...susah~susah...penunggu~~~

sadnya...ayah telah mati ...=(

datuk(me) is scaring lambak(vinser) now jeng jeng jeng*

stop!stop ! nanti dulu! =p=p

tis where vinser go find the bomoh~

me~act like a spy to ask people keep quiet =p=p

Han Liang with dead looks "keong si" =p

yoyo everyone...so sorry coz so late oni share the gud new with u guys..hhaaz quite busy lately ..okok let's talk about drama competition...Good News about it ..we have won the drama..hahaz talk about that it makes everyone so happy and satisfied..lolzz well wen xian so sorry have to let u wait 4 so long oni can see the pic..and now i'm here to post everything up to u lah =p=p...our tajuk is penungu puusaka..start from father's dead(han liang) =p..and we cry 4 sadness..then zhuo li act like a death and bring han liang away...poor han liang =p

then here begin the story..me dance a stupid dance then grace chee like a madness come and swith off my radio and then she chase me and hit me...then later is the aunty(natasha-indian wan) call grace.c out and then han hwa act as the alang..viseling..then here come the siti(stephanie) and lambak(vinser)..soon sulung(chien lung) come in together with the lawyer...then grace call abang busu(me) to come out and i'm act i was sleepy tat time..then be4 the lawyer start to read the wasiat i said stop stop and see the wasiat oni continue let the peguam read his wat ever wiasat lah..

and the story continue base on the form 2 bm penunggu puusaka.. and now i will post the pic o u all..hope u all have some gambaran ...wen xian i will try to upload the movie if i got time lah...sorry 4 so late oni post up =p

12/02/07

2007-02-12T05:10:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! hahaz..now is 5.13 a.m. liao..haven slp...haiz...later still got math test pula..so scare later my brain cant think liao leh....

2day i cut my hair...the hair length is about 1 inches...haiz too wuliao liao until say all this stupid crap...

saturday krs meeting..haiz..i'm teaching marching station..then worst thing is i have to keep on repeating to teach the same thing and say the same thing to 5 groups ...not in the same time but one at the time...so i mah keep on shout shouT shoUT shOUT sHOUT and SHOUT!!!!!! until no voice and no water liao...the whether is like damn hot wei...dunno wat is the prob with the sun ??? perhaps we should ask him wat's is his prob??? valentine no people willing to teman him ah?? feel so angry no leng lui ajak him out? hahaz

oklah i think tat's all 4 now...a big day and a big things to do...sayonara! =)

5/2/07

2007-02-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

last thursday...is my toughest day 4 me..haiz so damn tired wei...luckily can tahan until now.hmm last thursday i went to 1u to watch death notez with my friends ..hahaz then straight away ciao after we had ta pao food in mcD...=p haiz...why so many cars wan..?? haiz..juz becoz of the trafficjam in 1u make me have to late about 1 hour 4 my tuition..oh yea..now think about tuition hw pula..sei lo then i went 4 my bio tuition until 5.45 like tat..then went bac home rest 4 a while then went to add math tuition pula...in tuition i already can half past sleep liao...sei lor.....then come bac continue do my proporser until super super super super late..so lucky i managed to finish it..and i almost gave up adi ..then prepared 4 my school day...haiz..in half way my sturcture take off pula..haiz..so malang meh..then leh..in class i also almost sleep liao..until recess time i only kno tat PBSM are not ready 4 their proporser yet...walau zha tou men..hahaz..

ok..so many people missed wen xian..hahaz lucky u lah..=p=p how are u now leh?? guess u also wont really come to my blog and read mine gua =p ....this friday 9th of feb.phui yi will coming bac to Malaysia..hahaz..so long oni come bac..whlie tao suan will going off to australia..see !!!! one come bac one ciao..haiz..oh yea..next week or this week teacher will have to some assignment...maybe i can bring camera to school ...perhaps i can take some our class photo and send to u lah...hahaz hope ur study going well there! ok lah tat's all 4 now.. din really see u on9 =p